Middle of the night, middling thoughts

[Nici]

Anyone else awake? I’m lying on a smaller bed than I have had in the last 20 years, wrapped around my 107lb German Shepherd who thinks I’m replaceable and takes up too much space. My butt is the only part of the exposed back that’s warm, due to my dog taking up most of the covers, like he needs them with his triple fur coat. The snot…but oh it feels nice and warm, comforting to have him in front of me. His head rests on my bent knee, his butt far to close to my pillow; I pray he doesn’t flatulate tonight. I might expire from the toxicity.

And, my brain is running faster than my night owl cat, who is currently moping in the lounge, pissed that my dog is in his spot. Ugh. I love both so much. At the moment, I’d love to have my bigger bed just as much so we all could fit with me as Switzerland in the middle negotiating truces and ceasefire.

I meet him in just a few days. What should I wear? Should I get my hair done? What if he isn’t who he says he is? What if he is exactly what he says and even better in person? And what if ..he doesn’t like me?

So many silly thoughts. Apparently when I said I wasn’t growing up, my brain held on to some childish behaviors. Sigh…

Anyway, how do you handle jitters, meeting in person after so much shared online? Do you hug or shake hands ? Kiss? 😱

😂🙂

So many thoughts!!

[Shiva]

Enjoy the moment release your breast and suckle him until you both feel the natural flow of love nurturing energy it’s all so beautiful and peaceful now at your breast all thoughts fall away and blissful oneness flows through you

[Grogman 🍑🚀💙]

A smile, a handshake and a hug. 😁🤗

[Nici]

I like the way you think @shiva.
Thank you, @grogman. 🙂

Good morning 🌞

[Sam]

You sound almost cozy (but not quite) with your dog and cat “pound” of animals. Hope an adult-sized bed becomes available soon in your home though.

I’m with Shiva and Grog both. You have done the hard work of attracting a good man. And now it is time to enjoy. No guy is as critical of a woman he has walked responsibly with online and exchanged the volumes of info you have enjoyed with him. You are just fretting and it is almost understandable. But now yhat time is past. He is so eager and hopeful that nothing could bring him down. He is about to meet the love of his life and she won’t be perfect… but will be perfect for him. So just bask in it and enjoy

But don’t forget to do the things that continue to bond the two of you, even more. Your most attractive move with him is to enjoy this precious time together. And share the beautiful things that sparked this meeting to happen. And ride it to… forever. You are a precious jewel to all of us here, sweet friend. So now just shine!!! I know you will. Enjoy it all!!!

[Nici]

I shall go with grogman’s publicly appropriate version of meeting, but goodness, @swellerfeller, I cannot wait to do exactly this! Enjoy the moment and just be, with him. 🥰 Thank you, so much, Sam!

I cannot wait!

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