London / 31/ M4F/ New Here. Seeking a Genuine Connection.

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Hello, I’m new here and am seeking a special someone for a deep and intimate connection. TLDR I’m a digital nomad, London based, former model, athletic and I like to think a relatively fun/interesting person. If anything I’ve written here is of interests, do get in touch.

Softness. That’s the word my unconscious desires, and that’s the word I’d choose to describe ANF and my desire for a connection.

I’m not looking for sex, I’m not looking to bury pain or cover up something missing in my life. Rather, I have this desire to create and cultivate something beautiful. Like a flower that only blooms under the moonlight, or cotton on a plant – ethereal, beautiful. The slightest touch out of alignment could disrupt it, yet in the beauty, the impermanence of this creation, of life itself, is what makes it so special.

I’m really happy, and I sleep well. I want someone to share my happiness with, to connect to, to embrace in this space beyond words. This could devolve into endless musings of poetic longings, really I just love the feminine.

This ever-pervasive force, it brings us into this world, nourishes, shapes, guides, and heals. Surrendering to it brings enlightenment across the world (Mary as an allegory in Gnosticism, Divine Mother in Vedic and Kabbalistic. Protecting it builds masculinity and honour. Loyalty to it invites friendships, advice, and assistance. It’s this beautiful force, many seek to exploit it, I want to harmonize it. Breasts are lovely, shapely, extraordinary things in the physical – yet I see them as a gateway to the heart, to the soul, a physical extension of a womans ability to literally create life. A gateway to the deepest parts of each of us.

Currently in London, pondering if I deside to trade my freedom to go all in on building a business or continue traveling. I ultimately want to self actualize as the best possible version of myself while being an ethical and honorable person.

I am a 31 year-old former model turned entrepreneur, currently running an IT company, I have the good fortune to be able to do quite a bit of work remotely and thus travel at will. My life is intense by design: I often work 70-hour weeks, train daily in a variety of different things (last month was Archery, horse riding, Muay Thai, and Judo courtesy of Asia, in London it’s a mixture of gymnastics (Mens gymnastics is criminally underrated as a form of exercise), rope weapons, and BJJ). I am athletic (6’1″), fiercely driven, and deeply curious.

Behind all of this outward-facing momentum, I am looking for a very specific sanctuary.

The Dynamic & The Physicality:
I am seeking a consensual Adult Nursing Relationship (ANR) with a woman who possesses a deep, aching desire to nurture, love, and be adored in return.

To be completely transparent about my physical desires: I am wildly attracted to who are heavily endowed. I crave the warmth, softness, and abundant maternal energy of a plush, voluptuous woman. I want to blend my youth, enthusiasm, and intense devotion with your years of wisdom, your patience, and your mature femininity, which in its purest essence appears like perfectly cultivated spice wine – this warm, soul-soothing yet invigorating fire.

Normally London-based. Likely won’t relocate for more than a few months beyond an extraordinary circumstance. I will plan a vacation and handle all the details if we get on really well.

For conversation starters, I’m currently doing this weird instinct following sequence where I’m mixing myofascial release with a breathwork routine from this ancient yogi I really like. It’s given me the deepest sleep and most vivid dreams. I’m really into building gadgets right now (I built a server rack out of a ton of old hard drives and salvaged parts from old DVR boxes – it’s aggreiously slow but it works!) and have started reading Walter Russles, who’s probably equally responsibly for wild dreams.

This profile is very me-centric (It is my profile). I’d love to hear about you. Come say Hi.

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