Nothing embarrassing about that at all! I actually find the part about it not necessarily being sexual now really interesting, especially since that’s what initially brought you to it. Somewhere in all that reading, it sounds like the appeal grew into something different than what you originally thought you were looking for.
And only a couple of months ago! You’re practically brand new. What changed for you as you started reading other people’s experiences on Reddit or here? What do you think you’re drawn to about it now that you weren’t thinking about in the beginning?😘