How did you know and have your views changed?

[curious-desire]

How did you know and have your views changed?

For me, the first time I actually felt a strong desire to breastfeed an adult was just a few months ago. I was emotionally intimate with an older man (64 to my 47) who had been through a great amount of strain throughout his life and it showed no signs of ceasing. I used to listen to him and comfort him in a non-physical way and then one day, this image of him with his head in my lap and me breastfeeding him came to mind with a strong feeling of love and nurture. As though being at my breast would bring him comfort and make his troubles float away. We were getting closer and then he told me about various operations and his, well, inability to, you know. He said that he didn’t want to get close to me and that was that. I never told him about my desires.
Then I googled it and found out that it was actually a real thing with a name, I looked into it and the urge just kept getting stronger. I’d seen this site a few weeks before joining and I started taking goats rue and moringa about a week before joining, though I wasn’t entirely sure and so I didn’t get a breast pump though there are a few on my amazon shopping list! I’ve decided that I’m going to, for me, for my sexuality and my body.
Anyway, I joined this site about a month ago and quite soon after had an ‘encounter’. I was nervous and excited and, well yeah, mostly nervous and giddy. It wasn’t ideal but I was completely blown away by how arousing it was, by just how much I physically loved it; especially when my first longings were emotional.
When I joined though I was quite surprised by how much fun it was to ‘show off’ and have pictures on display. I was an over sexed exhibitionist when I was younger but thought that side of me would have mellowed out though it seems that it was just dormant, by no means extinct, not at all. Now though I find myself in a dilemma about what I truly want, well not really, I want it all, sexual, emotional, soulful and fun. Just not every day. Don’t get me wrong, I really do want it every day but there are just not enough hours in the day or days in the week for that – beside, you don’t just meet someone and then see them every day immediately right? Surely, that’s not healthy.
I’ve considered having a series of ‘brief encounters’ with a series of men but I don’t think/feel that that would make me happy as it would be shallow and meaningless. Though all the while, especially since I’ve had my first, the desire grows stronger.
How did you first know? How do you manage? What do you seek? Have your initial views changed?

[J Herts]

My desires have definitely changed and for me I think it’s ok for them to continue to change. Hope you find what you’re seeking and enjoy the journey. Happy to chat more x

[LTR ♾️ ANR]

I first saw a BDSM diapered w/ domme scene that left me wondering why I was attracted to it at all (they were breastfeeding). It wasn’t the BDSM. I had to find Land of Milk and Honey, the OG epicenter of vanilla breastfeeding and the bond meme. My views have changed about 90%, almost a total eclipse.

I seek a partner. I manage by not needing one.

[Sam]

My goodness, Curious. You sound like an amazing, wonderful, and giving friend. I am sorry your friend was so haunted by his other “problems” to allow thar he wouldn’t allow you to find new ways to add comfort to his life. I can see it helping him so much in my mind. And finding he is worthy of attention in other ways would make him know he is still desirable in new ways still. It could have been such a beautiful story he could have told if he had been bold enough to leave his pity party and joined with you instead. I think we all want a beautiful story to tell. Thank you for telling yours.

Well, your story has inspired me now. I am glad to hear you find the site seemingly, very pleasant. Most of the stories I hear are about drooling, knucklegragging letches here that don’t know how (or don’t care) to treat beautiful ladies here on the site with the respect they disire and deserve. I hope you have met none of them BTW. You sound very adventurous and alive. And I wish only the best for you. You sound amazing!!! But alas again… Geography is not our friend, is it? Keep us up on your journey, sweet friend.

[Author]

Posts