The first time for me was like nothing I have ever experienced. It probably took me a good five minutes of suckling before I found my rhythm. Once I did and those feelings of bliss and contentment washed over me I new that adult nursing was for me. The world seemed to get small and quiet, it was just her and I, that’s all that mattered. We staied up all night talking and nursing. The best part was when we moved out to her porch swing so we could nurse and watch the sun rise. It was perfect! I will never forget the sound of birds mixed with her heartbeat and breathing. Her patting my head as I suckled and massaged her back. The smell of damp grass mixed with her sweet sent. We never wanted it to end.