Middle of the night, middling thoughts

Anyone else awake? I’m lying on a smaller bed than I have had in the last 20 years, wrapped around my 107lb German Shepherd who thinks I’m replaceable and takes up too much space. My butt is the only part of the exposed back that’s warm, due to my dog taking up most of the covers, like he needs them with his triple fur coat. The snot…but oh it feels nice and warm, comforting to have him in front of me. His head rests on my bent knee, his butt far to close to my pillow; I pray he doesn’t flatulate tonight. I might expire from the toxicity.

And, my brain is running faster than my night owl cat, who is currently moping in the lounge, pissed that my dog is in his spot. Ugh. I love both so much. At the moment, I’d love to have my bigger bed just as much so we all could fit with me as Switzerland in the middle negotiating truces and ceasefire.

I meet him in just a few days. What should I wear? Should I get my hair done? What if he isn’t who he says he is? What if he is exactly what he says and even better in person? And what if ..he doesn’t like me?

So many silly thoughts. Apparently when I said I wasn’t growing up, my brain held on to some childish behaviors. Sigh…

Anyway, how do you handle jitters, meeting in person after so much shared online? Do you hug or shake hands ? Kiss? 😱

😂🙂

So many thoughts!!