And I mad? Am I strange? Or am I normal?

[Robin]

I have a steady job, which is varied yet predictable. There are quiet times and busy times, I have a lot of friends there, and 9 times out of 10 I enjoy it. But some things are constantly going wrong, some people won’t do their part right, and my efforts often seem to be unappreciated or in vain. I don’t want to quit because I’d be out of a job, endless complaints get me nowhere, and I’m left wondering what should I do?

I have at least one close friend who is both funny and maddening at times, I have hobbies that give me some release from the pressures of work, and playing/cuddling with my pet cat is also known to be therapeutic. But sometimes none of it seems to be enough. I don’t have a wife or children, I don’t drink or do drugs, and I don’t trawl through porn sites or strip clubs to see naked ladies. The only thing I want -something I know can cure my stress and anxiety – is suckling.

I once had a short-lived but wonderful dry nursing relationship with someone, who adored it even more than I did. In her arms, suckling the hours away, sometimes falling asleep while still latched on, or even just cuddling my head tight to her breasts, all my worries and fatigue could melt away, and nothing else mattered beyond that moment. Since our connection came to an end, I feel it’s the missing element in my life, something I need to restore my mindset and maintain peace in this hectic world.

Why am I so longing for one part of a woman’s physique? Why do I need a cure for the daily struggles that many of us put up with? Am I weak for letting stress build up inside me? Am I strange for seeking a natural yet very intimate way to find escape/release? Am I even mad for wanting just to suckle a woman’s breasts and nothing more? Or am I just a normal person, feeling overwhelmed and desperate for peace?

Honest opinions, please. Ladies or gents, good or bad, I don’t care. I just need advice on how I should feel.

[Jim]

Your description of your work and personal life certainly sounds normal enough. I would assume that most of us experience something pretty similar. The only thing that is more unique among the general population is your preferred method of stress reduction, but at least you’re among kindred spirits here in this group.

[Edward]

I ask myself this all the time and I don’t have any good answers, I’m afraid. And sometimes I think it matters, other times I think it doesn’t. The hardest part for many of us going without is how to manage despite the constant cravings.

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