28 [M4F] NE Ohio seeking ABF?

I’m nervous even writing this. I’ve never posted something like this before. I’m new to this. First time caller, long time listener. I appreciate anyone taking the time to read this.

I’m Jake, 28. I’m a bit of a late bloomer. Roughly around high school we found I was bipolar, and for the longest time I hadn’t responded well to medication. This wound up killing a lot of my social life from there to my mid 20s. I didn’t really run around and have all of those experiences a lot of people do, and I felt for a while like I was a bit behind everyone else. I understand now that’s nothing to be ashamed of. Everyone is different. I’ve been starting to come into my own, and that’s given me the confidence to come here. If you were curious, I am a virgin, as I was too shy, or stupid, to realize the chances I had. I haven’t been remotely intimate or physical in 6-7 years. Not that that matters, but it does help paint a picture.

Years ago I found out there were like minded people, but I didn’t know about this site. I would be interested in a full on ANR with the right person. I am into ABF. It’s part sexual, part not. I fully enjoy the idea of it from a sexual perspective. I find it incredibly arousing, and the thought of it gets my mind racing. It isn’t just a sexual thing though, and I wouldn’t act on that front unless the partner wished so. I like the idea from a more intimate, comforting perspective as well. Being close, intimate with someone, relaxing the mind, melting stress away as we enjoy each other’s company in a private, trusting way is more important.

I’m self conscious, anxious, and I work A LOT. I would hope for something discreet if anything were to come of this post. I could host if need be in a hotel, but not at my home. I’m not that far out of my shell yet. I am single. I have been for a very long time, in case you were wondering about my relationship status.

Thank you for taking the time to read this. Again, I’m new to this. If I left out something important I’m sorry. If you have any advice, are interested, or would like to chat, don’t hesitate to message me.