M47 seeks f near concord nh

Hi I’m ben looking for a female to share this journey with it has always been a thing for me I will always love the erotic and calming beauty of a woman’s breasts it not just sexy or sexualized for me it’s about the bong the closeness and love when my ex had the kids she didn’t make enough to keep up so I loved the taste when I later had a gf after her and I broke up 10 years later she also made milk and it was beautiful we talked about it and it was a big part of life now it’s been 5 years since we broke up I’m trying again part of it is sexy and fun but I like to be held and loved it helps my PTSD I was introduced young to the world of sex and eroticum and boobs but also very little love in foster care my sister raised me I’m blessed to have what I had and want to find my forever ♾️ so if it’s at home in Boston nh or around the area I’m looking