Emotional cycle

Being on this journey has made me more emotional than I like to admit. I find myself getting teary-eyed at random moments. But I get a hold of myself and move forward with my day . A tired day, a stressful moment or just the touch of my nipples with make me remember again why I so badly want a nursing partner- not just a person where are schedules align and we live in the same city . But someone who gets me and vice versa .. by just talking to me calms my nervous system ..I want you to need me as much as I need you nursing bond . All of these thoughts dance in my end .. then I get emotional.. like an evil cycle. Ugh 😑 maybe I’m just hormonal.