Author: Nici

He Remembered Me

What is ANR to me?

“God, I love these nipples…” I hear this as I slowly awaken to a head buried in my chest…

Home. I did not wish to leave the villa, but adulting gets to continue if I am to meet my goals. Bother.

I sit outside, the waves rolling on the shore gently in my hearing. In front of me, the water- cooler than the air around me, ripples in the infinity pool…

I’m awake.
My legs, naked and restless, slide across the cool satin sheets, seeking out …

Good morning, love, open up …

I woke up today, not sure what to do. My body automatically had me up as the sun was rising, routine now muscle memory, as I held my cup of tea, watching the sky change colors and the morning fog blanket rise from the trees…

I’m so sorry, he said. Again. And I’m sitting there thinking… how many chances does one person actually deserve?

I wonder often if I do the right things, as I sit with my tea in hand. The smell of the tea leaf, bergamot, lavender, all combining to search for my peace …